Dream with boundary
5/31/2012 12:21:00 PMPhoto credit to Jasper James. I dream. Going for a student exchange program. Going overseas. Be it Europe. Asia. Or Africa. I might be...
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Be it Europe. Asia. Or Africa.
I might be homesick.
I might be lonely.
I might be suffering.
But I definitely will regret;
If I do not visit any of these foreign countries within these few years.
Youth, is very limited.
You cannot expect yourself to go on a backpack trip when you're in your thirties.
You will have attachments and responsibilities you cannot leave behind.
You will not have the energy anyway. Life brings you down, physically.
Recognize opportunity, seize it in your hand.
Set a deadline to your dream. And I tell myself, by 21. I will...I don't know why I always write long essay
5/04/2012 11:48:00 PMSo, I don't know why but recently, people around me keep updating their blog, for WHICH, makes me feel the heat and pressure of not upd...
Anyway. You know, I always label my albums in my lappie by month name + description. For example: January Joy, February Fab, March March!, April Already and so on. And guess what. This month my album is actually named as May Mayhem. Yeahhh, i know i'm so creative right, but save your praise just yet, that's not the point. The point is, why university life so hectic...

YAY, I FEEL MUCH BETTER NOW. A LOAD OFF MY CHEST! AND YES I AM SHOUTING!!!!
This is so lame. darn it. #kthxbye :\
PHAIL
4/07/2012 08:05:00 PMGlaring lights. Blur faces. Muted voices. Ringing. Thump Thump Thump Thump. Sometimes i wonder am i really that weak? I can barely carry...
Eyes Open
3/20/2012 06:58:00 PMI rarely open up. I don't pour words or speeches when people approaches me kindly and simply asks: "How are you?" In fact ...
I rarely open up. I don't pour words or speeches when people approaches me kindly and simply asks: "How are you?" In fact this question will likely get a "fine" or "good" from me and i promise you this, i don't really mean it. I just don't like to elaborate more if i answered it the other way round. I remember when i hang out with my friends, there's always this gossip-slash-caring-slash-updating-session where we fill in each other with our stories and what we did for the past few months and stuff, i A.L.W.A.Y.S dunno what to share. So at the end i'll ended up sharing my 'beautiful encounter(s)'. Nothing too personal; just enough to fill up their curiosity and my 'report'.
Not Supposed to be a Last Post of the Year
12/31/2011 04:21:00 AMHi there, the MIA girl is back :) believe me, i did try to make the title short. or shorter. so, what's up everybody? i find hol...
ANYWAY.
what?
Lighters; I talk too much
10/30/2011 05:29:00 AMThis one's for you and me in case you're wondering, i'm still pretty alive (typical MunSTeR opening, i know i know). so, l...
This one's for you and me
Living out our dreams
We are all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide; I open my eyes
Sounds like a good idea.
Wrap up:
Ants Dilemma
9/13/2011 09:20:00 PMFrown: Remember what i said about ants rallying on my laptop in my earlier post ? Well, I finally found the crime scene photos. And,...
Remember what i said about ants rallying on my laptop in my earlier post?
The reminders that are left behind
8/29/2011 11:57:00 PMYou, you shouldn't stray too far away from the track. The track where you have set to walk, not because it's necessary; but fo...
You, you shouldn't stray too far away from the track.
The track where you have set to walk,
not because it's necessary;
but for the sake of choices, of pride and prejudice,
of reasonable reasons.
that's why you're a fast track student.
This is a city of party people.
that never fail to surprise me,
but you have to remember why you're here.
don't get distracted.
although what you're doing isn't right or wrong.
it's more to self discipline.
don't let them down.
i'm nothing, i'm common.
i have no talent in fact.
but i'm glad i'm nobody because,
nobody gets everything.
in a way.
*
you have wasted enough of time.
set your priority.
and cut down Fun and build up Study.
cause baby you're a firework.
Pretending Rants
6/26/2011 06:21:00 PMok, i need to type fast before this sweet and adorable laptop keyboard dies on me again. please be good for this 15 mins okay? It's tr...
It's true about how blogging can turn into a commitment. i've been pretty 'uninspired' this month, it's like blogging has become an errand which i'll end up avoiding from it. every night i'll tell myself: "i'll update my blog tomorrow." and i guess you have figured out what happen to those endless tomorrows. pshhhhh. but look at the bright side, at least i have countless of drafts in my list that shows my dedication and commitment to it though i seriously doubt these draft will ever see the sunlight.... no questions.
anyway.
so, i'm finishing my job soon and that'll leave me with less than 2 weeks time to really really spend some quality time with family and friends. though i haven't officially resign from my post yet, well, i'm already looking forward to the endless fun, chit chat and pre-birthday celebration and more, all squeeze into a 2 weeks tight schedule. not that i'm complaining, i just wish i have more time. i'll miss waking up at 8.05am on every weekdays, oh and processing numbers and codes in the office besides counting down to 5pm. i'll miss them and them.
ahem, ok i'll just leave my speech to Thursday. you see, they expect me to write a thank you / farewell email, so this is round 1. i'll come up with a more formal one soon. i hope. fingers crossed.
oh, i bought another unnecessary book again. and this, will be added into my stack of reading pile, which will be left at home when i fly away. gahhhh, i just can't control myself. i know i can't bring all my books there, but the temptation of buying it is just too high. i'm innocent ok. i even thought about reading books on pdf but the idea put me off. i tried reading the Shopaholic series years ago on pdf and it's quite a strain. i'll much prefer flipping the pages than scrolling down. but, this only applies to english novels. strangely i'm ok with chinese novels. i mean i can stand reading them on the computer without giving up midway. no i'm not hypocrite. i'm just being normal. i bet people who reads chinese novels on the computer agree with me from their bottom of my heart. umm, right?
out of the point, i have blah untill...what? like the 5th paragraph and i still dunno what should i name this post. yeah, i usually finish my post with the title. and i seriously wanna stop now but i still can't put a suitable title :(
did i mention my sister kept playing Mistake (by SNSD) on the computer and i just can't focus but sing along for the past 15 mins? Argghghhhh, fine, i'm done. let's just label it rants, shall we.
it's not even a question.
You don't want to read this
5/20/2011 10:53:00 AMmy neck as expected, sores. my back bends in an unimaginable way, which is bad. and, i'm typing in the speed of light, which you know (i...
okay, here's a list that i believe you should not waste time with.
- you're not supposed to complain about the following content.
- ok, so, i'm squeezing things to write here though i seriously have nothing to write about.
- Which means, life is pretty boring right now.
- Work, work, online, games! all couch potato related. grrrrrr...
- Currently indulging in The Sims 2 and Civilization. Again.
- there's plenty of stuff and movie i wanna buy/watch but i have no companion. Eeeeeee!
- i'm driving along the coast everyday, i realize that the tide is so high nowadays.
- I think i'd gain weight and i think it's not something to hoorah about.
- i should eat more fruit and fibre. i don't want to go through that anymore. Ouch.
- i read comics. and it's not geeky or childish or whatever.
- i've been MIA since last month. sorry if you're waiting for me. somewhere. somehow.
- i'm not a genius. i'm not smart. i don't have a real talent. all this while i'm just working my way through.
- i am obsessed in catching scenes in daily life right now. they call it lomo. i call it random. duhhhhhh.
- the awkward feeling when your dad is marking your friend's paper. weird.
- i speak fluent chinese, in fact i read chinese novel every night. and i'm a member in a chinese forum too. (bragging!)
- fyi, i use English here because, well, this is basically a medium for me to use this language, if not, i believe it'll give up on me soon enough.
- oh, i'm typing all these in my office. and in the mean time hiding what i'm doing from sharp eyes.
- so with that begs the question:
Eye candies
3/29/2011 11:37:00 PM(from top to bottom: Rhys Wakefield and Alex Pettyfer) i know i shouldn't do this , but it has been weeks(yes, week-S indeed!) s...
i know i shouldn't do this, but it has been weeks(yes, week-S indeed!) since i'd pushed this urge away. The urge to post about these magnificently handsomie-gorgeously-hawt guys. And, at the end
okay, it's not like i'm the hamsap type, but omg! How can you resist them when you're only a
So, intro intro. well, i know Rhys Wakefield from the movie Sactum since its like the movie of the monthster. after i watched the movie, i googled him 3 weeks ago for background check and correct me if i'm wrong, apparently, he's an aussie who's quite new to the Hollywood world. before the limelight, he acted in local dramas mainly with his cute boyish look, for which if you compare with his current look, he's definitely so much
don't mind me. the following is something very subjective.
Similarities:
1. prince charming smile, i think.
2. hot body! woots.
3. both filmed in movies featured in March.
4. MunSTeR likes them both.
Differences:
Rhys Wakefield
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Alex Pettyfer
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Older (age: 23)
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Younger (age: 21)
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Looks younger.
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Looks more mature.
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Less topless photos. (not that it matters)
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More topless photos. (woolala)
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Cute. Handsomie.
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Gorgeous. Ok, and cute.
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to be honest, in the beginning, i don't plan to post this at all. (this'll ruin my image wt*) in fact i intend to let this post stay as 'one of the drafts' in my post list forever. (ok, i wrote a little bit of this at 10th of March.) however, sigh. the temptation is just too high. i mean, how can you not let their adorable faces IN my space here, seriously? *sparkle* and whenever i click 'edit post' from my dashboard, they're like staring at me and begging for sunlight. so here they are.
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i'm typing with my eyes close now. see you. i mean, of course i can't see you.
Here's ten facts
3/22/2011 09:24:00 PM1. You are reading my blog. 2. Now you're saying/thinking that its a stupid fact. 4. You didn't notice that i skipped 3. 5....
4. You didn't notice that i skipped 3.
5. You 're checking it now.
6. You're smiling.
7. You're still reading my blog.
8. You know all you have read is true.
10. You didn't notice that i skipped 9.
11. You're checking it now.
12. You didn't notice there are only 10 facts.
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umm, so, see you around. i hope.
i'm saying bye because this posts' main purpose is fulfilled. ohh, its sole purpose is to make the number of post in this month become non-single. No, its not complicating.
what, not satisfied? fine, here's ten proper facts.
(one of the winning point of having a personal blog is you can crap whatever you want. 'crap' definition: something like this below.)



7.

ok i admit, i'm just trying to elongate my post so that it won't look empty.
grin grin grin all the way.
wa-it. why are you even still here? Pssssshhhh....
Sorry, i just can't help it.
2/19/2011 02:15:00 AMohmagahd ohmaigawd whyeee arm i so freeeaaaaaaa!!! translation: omg omg why am i so free! one exclamation mark will do. i've express wh...
and just in case you're wondering why am i so free, for which i
1. everybody is busy with school.
2. grads like me are starting their new semester, though i'm still on the same spot.
3. i haven't start hunting job yet. in process. soon.
4. i'm jobless.
ok, i can't think of anything else right now, so that's it for my essay of reasons. sorry, i just can't help it.
since i've mentioned half, might as well spill everything out. so, i'll sacrifice a little and share what i do at home. here's my
Any Weekdays, pick one
1200 - wake up, change, and sit in front of the computer/tv.
1400 - sis and dad come back from school, have oat meal brunch (because they forget to 'tapao' for me).
1430 - sit in front of the computer/tv.
1800 - helping in the kitchen.
1930 - dinner then sit in front of computer/tv.
2200 - lying on top of the bed, in front of laptop.
unknown - time varies. go to sleep.
interesting right? i know.

confessions that make you feel agreeable with me instantly.
did you realize how often i use 'so' sooooo much that it hurts not to start a sentence with 'so'?
oh and also the word 'anyway'. and 'ok/okay'.
and the word 'i know'. and 'and'.
and, how annoying it is for me to NOT use caps when i am starting a sentence.
and, how indigestible most of the contents are.
and not forgetting the way they don't carry sense all the time.
Sorry, i just can't help it.

so here's a new fact i've discovered. hoorah!
i'm a prodigy in delaying and avoiding some particular subjects.
who says i'm not sensitive?!
fine, they are unrelated at all. Just saying.
anyway, i've been wanting to intro this amazing author since i'm so helpless over her enchanting story thanks to Monday ;)
jeng jeng jeng jeng!
Sarah Beth Durst, author of Ice.
ok, i admit i'm a cover judge but hey, the story inside does give the cover justice after all. Though, i find the story quite extraordinary. Like, the protagonist, Cassie is 18 year old and pregnant because of the Polar Bear King. And the fact that she can travel from north to the world end in order to save her husband aka Polar Bear King when she is pregnant. A young woman marries a talking bear to be precise. (of course i'm not complaining am i? sorry i just can't help it.) beside all these, i'll say the book is simply magical and breathtaking. Sarah Beth Durst did a great job. She captures the scenes and characters vividly such that i thought i've been there. This may be her 1st book i read but i know there will be more because i just can't help but fall in love with her brilliant adventures. thumbs up!
btw, the moon is so beautiful tonight. it's a full moon. suddenly i just feel like singing though, my sis is snoring beside my bed. but, sorry, i just can't help it.
good night. of course i didn't sing at 2.15am.
this is silly. did i mention that i just can't help it?