She Demands For A Love Letter! ;)
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In Time With You
6/12/2012 03:50:00 AM惆怅，因为突然觉得自己真的老了。再过一个月，就二十岁。 “帶著你的根本，不管哪裡。都可以再次花開。” ——熟女手册 《我可能不会喜欢你》，一个很文艺很不像偶像剧的偶像剧。这故事讲述了女主，程又青在30的关卡如何不停的错过和怎样这般那般地领悟到自己是多么的...
6/12/2012 03:50:00 AM
惆怅，因为突然觉得自己真的老了。再过一个月，就二十岁。
《我可能不会喜欢你》，一个很文艺很不像偶像剧的偶像剧。这故事讲述了女主，程又青在30的关卡如何不停的错过和怎样这般那般地领悟到自己是多么的迟钝。讲述了，那个一直闷骚地爱着程又青的李大仁如何被虐了一番然后获得美人归。讲述了，岁月不饶人——年轻时想旅行，有时间没钱没本事；后来做工了有能力了，却发现申请个十天假，是多么的难。这部剧也同时让我看到家人时常在你的身边，一起吵，一起闹，一起度过难关。长辈的话，虽然逆耳但往往‘一语惊人’。
花了一天十二个小时，一口气把整部剧看完，因为题材佳、演员帅、衣饰美、原声带太好听、时间多。我承认我有点out毕竟此剧是去年热播的，当时还想说台湾偶像剧近来老套又闷，当时都只看韩剧呵呵，可惜。现在，很庆幸我没错过这段细水长流的爱情。
最后，第二男猪——王阳明。其实，他很帅、但很坏。不管是，故事中、现实中、娱乐圈中。但这不是重点。重点是，我终于可以如愿贴出一张帅哥放在这儿了。
“帶著你的根本，不管哪裡。都可以再次花開。” ——熟女手册
《我可能不会喜欢你》，一个很文艺很不像偶像剧的偶像剧。这故事讲述了女主，程又青在30的关卡如何不停的错过和怎样这般那般地领悟到自己是多么的迟钝。讲述了，那个一直闷骚地爱着程又青的李大仁如何被虐了一番然后获得美人归。讲述了，岁月不饶人——年轻时想旅行，有时间没钱没本事；后来做工了有能力了，却发现申请个十天假，是多么的难。这部剧也同时让我看到家人时常在你的身边，一起吵，一起闹，一起度过难关。长辈的话，虽然逆耳但往往‘一语惊人’。
“一个家，一定要有一个唱歌的，旁边的人都在帮他伴奏。
幸福美满的婚姻，不是让出来的，而是要从内心里面发出来的接受。
所以结婚之前要想清楚的，不是你有多爱那个人，
而是要想清楚说，你跟那个人以后的日子会长成什么样子。”
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| 程又青，你真幸运。你有李大仁。 |
“越来越不想改变，已经习惯的习惯。”——初老症症状
——————我是分割线——————
最后，第二男猪——王阳明。其实，他很帅、但很坏。不管是，故事中、现实中、娱乐圈中。但这不是重点。重点是，我终于可以如愿贴出一张帅哥放在这儿了。
如上。
是我的改变，用华语写部落格。
仅此一次。吧？
Dream with boundary
5/31/2012 12:21:00 PMPhoto credit to Jasper James. I dream. Going for a student exchange program. Going overseas. Be it Europe. Asia. Or Africa. I might be...
5/31/2012 12:21:00 PM
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| Photo credit to Jasper James. |
Be it Europe. Asia. Or Africa.
I might be homesick.
I might be lonely.
I might be suffering.
But I definitely will regret;
If I do not visit any of these foreign countries within these few years.
Youth, is very limited.
You cannot expect yourself to go on a backpack trip when you're in your thirties.
You will have attachments and responsibilities you cannot leave behind.
You will not have the energy anyway. Life brings you down, physically.
Recognize opportunity, seize it in your hand.
Set a deadline to your dream. And I tell myself, by 21. I will...Low Self-Discipline!
5/30/2012 01:10:00 AMFrom Top to Bottom: 1. Tea and To-Do List and JI; 2. My friend's Elmo Bday Cake, super jealo of him; 3. My tangled mess. Since i...
5/30/2012 01:10:00 AM
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| From Top to Bottom: 1. Tea and To-Do List and JI; 2. My friend's Elmo Bday Cake, super jealo of him; 3. My tangled mess. |
Songs of the Week. I'm so outdated, wonder if they're the latest. Meh, not that it matters.
1. The Fighters by Gym Class Heroes ft. Ryan TedderAnd the study anthem song: What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Stronger by Kelly Clarkson.
2. Dark Side by Kelly Clarkson
3. Wide Awake by Katy Perry
4. Glad You Came by The Wanted
5. Blown Away by Carrie Underwood
6. Shake That by Metro Station
7. Burn it Down by Linkin Park
8. Payphone by Maroon 5 ft. Whiz Khalifa
9. Starships cover by Madilyn Bailey (Check her out! - link)
10. Kiss Me by The Fray
11. Baby Steps by Varsity (English Ver) / SNSD - TTS (Korean Ver)
12. Speed Up by KARA
13. Where Have You Been by Rihanna
End up singing along anyway. Major distraction. And i'm also blaming the mirror which is installed perpendicularly to my study table. And those up-beat songs, they seriously made me leave my chair and dance in the middle of the room. And my roomate, oh well, she'll give me that face when the dance routine happens. In fact, she even joins in! Err, sometimes. And the online novels and internet. I'm gonna block all of you. Quite successful - I've actually enveloped my lappie into the notebook sleeve and locked it away in the drawer until the clock strikes 12 midnight. Like now. So yeah. And the long hair, i'm so fascinated by its shininess and smoothness and volume and smell. Keep holding their ends and examining non-stop. Time to chop it off. A promise to myself. >:(
1.07am. Self-disciplinary action - i'm crushing to bed now, lately just can't let myself to sleep, might be too stressed, for nothing ugh. And oh, Diablo 3!!! We are so close yet so far. I'll play you one day. Good night.
Reflection
5/22/2012 12:53:00 AMTaken in Miri Esplanade Beach @ 19/5 Before i start writing this post, i actually browsed through all the photos taken so far in this m...
5/22/2012 12:53:00 AM
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| Taken in Miri Esplanade Beach @ 19/5 |
What I lack of? Confidence. I always tend to avoid eye contact whenever i'm speaking to a crowd. I'll be that girl who will stare at the ceiling and rap whatever blabbering stuff she's supposed to. And then hurriedly she'll bow and run away from the spotlight. She can't even get her head clear when she's facing the crowd; every sentence and word are scattered and disorganized, and believe me, it's unbearable.
So, there is this sharing session where people volunteer to go up the stage and umm, practically, share. 1, 2, 3, 4... 9. The outspoken one, the hyper girl, the lyke-a-boss brother, the loud feilou, the chio girl. One by one they share what they've learn in the conference and finally they are telling me, this is your last chance. You opportunity. Your platform. I took a deep breath and raised my hand high in a speed of light. I think i even closed my eyes. And sprained my arm. But anyway, turns out, i am the last person going up there and talk.
Why i am sharing this is because i wanna tell you that with this simple act, I have gain the courage to change. Change but be the same you. I was hesitant at first, but seeing sooo many people have done that, i am like, why not? All these time, how narrow minded i am for thinking that i simply don't like being the center of attention and so i avoid stages and refuse to stand up and voice out. I was rather judgmental for also thinking those who opt for the limelight are attention seeker. Ironically, I also take them as the bravado for their humongous guts. I am wrong.
You have enemies? Good. That means you've stood up for something in your life.
Winston Churchill (1874 - 1965)
It takes a lot of effort and guts to be the first one to stand up. That person is the leader. But the leader needs to be easy to follow and must not back down in whatever circumstances. Then there will be the first follower. The first follower leads the second and the second leads the third. Without you realizing, everybody is in fact, the leader. It might be awkward at first, being the 'weirdo' and doing something people are not, but once everybody joins in, it won't be. The key is don't ever change yourself to fit in. Be you.
And so, that's practically what I had summed up from the seminar. Here's a video (link) they shared. It really inspires me.
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Never underestimate yourself. Your will is your strongest weapon.
I am learning. Final is 2 weeks away and I'll start by not repeating my last minute tragedy again. Cheers. By the way, the 3/967 pictures above are unrelated to this statement. Teehee. I'll be back with hot guys soon.
PS: Why the ladies nowadays keep demanding hawt guys. Why. Y U NO APPEAR IN MY LIFE. #vain
I don't know why I always write long essay
5/04/2012 11:48:00 PMSo, I don't know why but recently, people around me keep updating their blog, for WHICH, makes me feel the heat and pressure of not upd...
5/04/2012 11:48:00 PM
So, I don't know why but recently, people around me keep updating their blog, for WHICH, makes me feel the heat and pressure of not updating your blog as regularly as them. So, i biatchyly decided to write a not short not long paragraphs of words in order to make myself feel better.
Anyway. You know, I always label my albums in my lappie by month name + description. For example: January Joy, February Fab, March March!, April Already and so on. And guess what. This month my album is actually named as May Mayhem. Yeahhh, i know i'm so creative right, but save your praise just yet, that's not the point. The point is, why university life so hectic...
Deadlines, weekly submission, presentations, group report, individual
reports, lab reports and more coming soon. You practically stick to your
chair nearly all day except when you're heading to lectures and events.
True story. Ugh, worse than secondary school. In the first place, I
wonder who spread the rumor saying university life is like honey moon
during my high school years. Obviously it's a big fat lie. :(
This is my room, 306.
The state of condition in the picture above does not even come close to the actual state it is in right now.
And my room OMG! No comment. And my piling laundry. Seriously no comment. And my white tiled floor which is full of strand of hairs. Better no comment. And my table OMGAGAA. Can't even comment. And my foods and titbits and bags of food. Comment: Shouldn't put so near my table, keep grabbing them whenever I got the chance, ish! Which, made me fatter by 1kg in 2 weeks time. Digitally proven by the weighing scale of my new roomie. That means no exercise, only more fat and lazy bones ugh.
I'm not complaining though. I'm just, procrastinating. For the sake of throwing words onto my blog. heh. More presentable you know. (whuteva that means) And I'm tired of writing formal language in my reports. "The Munsterina website is officially constructed in year 2011 following the latest trend of blogging from the younger generation these days." Imagine a news reporter voice from a radio; passive and monotone and *yawn. I can't talk like that for more than 3 minutes, which is bad, sigh. The more for me to worry about for my future position as a 'vice-leader' of the BOD and also yikes, my oral presentation.
Very excited. And looking forward. I mean just in the past few weeks I'd already dress up so many times for different events that i think i'm not so shy with skirts and dresses anymore. anyway, here's a sneak peak of what I'm gonna wear. If you're curious of course ;)
The top is bought recently in Parkson. And the shoe, oh the shoeeee, the heels is short enough for tall people like me, so yep, no complaint. Thank you apa! :D The pencil skirt is bought in Singapore just last December. Sui bo? If only i can wear my cons which are expiring in June 2012. *beechslap. Waste money. :(
On a side note, I'm also very the excited about tomorrow. Guess what guess what guess what! Ella from SHE is getting married tomorrow. Sob, so happy for her. And i thought she'll be forever alone (sorry!), guess it's just me. Anyway, can't wait for the videos and more SHE appearance and the coming album already! And that's why i want to take this opportunity and put up their beautiful pics here. I mean, beautiful pic (singular).
S.H.E @ 2010
I'll try not to write so much next time. Pictures, pictures. And more gorgeous guys next time, promise. Might be talking about Avengers afterall, since it's the hyped ;) besides, i so have something to share, if i still remember the details until then of course. Regarding the boys, and a little bit of a girl. So summary?
This is so lame. darn it. #kthxbye :\
Daylight
4/30/2012 08:30:00 PMThis morning, I was doing the Leo Garden thingy, the usual stuff: painting names, putting the Leo Garden signboard, planting plants etc. Th...
4/30/2012 08:30:00 PM
This morning, I was doing the Leo Garden thingy, the usual stuff: painting names, putting the Leo Garden signboard, planting plants etc. The signboard, its supposed to be attached to a wood with a wire i brought along but unfortunately, i forgot to bring my scissors. I looked around. From far, a nursery worker was working on the garden. The thin worker is slightly taller than me, he wears an oversize crumpled cap and a shirt hanging loosely on him. He was squatting on a corner, replanting the ixora that i'd planted a week ago. His expertise, mud-stained boots and weather worn hands led me to assume he's older than me. So i used my very the poor Malay language to ask him for a scissor by calling him "Encik". Nope. No reaction at first call. I raised my voice and called him again, this time walking towards his direction with my arms raised. Finally.
He turned around. His face is surprisingly young and innocent. Must be his bugs bunny teeth. Anyway. He looks like a local to me with his very tan skin which assembles the tribal people in Borneo. We exchanged a brief conversation, with me stammering on every sentences due to my poor verbal Malay. Ugh. So he went around and looked for scissors for me. And he came back with a parang. I know right. But we continued on with the wiring task. He stood there and watched awhile and offered his help which is so nice of him. Anyway that's not the point. In fact the point comes now.
He started talking in Malay. I kinda remained silent until he starts asking questions. So i used my Maglish to answer his questions. And from the convo, i'm very the sipek surprised and shocked. He's freaking 19 years old and he's omaigagaly one year younger than me. And he told me he is studying 1st year 1st sem back in Indonesia like me until... Until what? I remembered clearly. His face turned grim when he hesitantly told me he's been here in M'sia as a garden worker for 3 months now. His tone was low and emotional. And that makes me wonder. He gave up his study just to be here? He prefer to 24/7-ly stay under the sun when he has a university to attend back in his home? No it doesn't make sense. He willingly came here? Or is it life, being mean to him?
I feel bad for him so i stopped myself from prying further with questions. ok, the real reason is i don't know how to phrase my question in Malay. Anyway. My point is, at that one moment and brief exchange of conversation with a stranger (yeah, i didn't even get his name.), I realized that i was given a lot of things compared to him.
Sometimes, we procrastinate too much and fail to appreciate what we are blessed with. We are given the opportunity to live in a comfortable environment. Knowledge, family, health, security. No hunger, or Hunger Games. Or war. Or anything that comes to your mind which you rather not to be with.
“Just because some of us can read and write and do a little math, that doesn't mean we deserve to conquer the universe."
Kurt Vonnegut
I see this everyday around 6.27pm.
To realize how lucky you are. How lucky you have been. And you think you deserved it. And you simply disregard it as if its part of the package to be born in a material world. And neglect your parent's sweat and blood to provide you shelter, warmth and love?
We are young. We are naive. But always look around you and DON'T assume you deserve these. Cherish them. Before it's too late.
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