Hi there.
Here i am again, blogging away because i feel bad for deserting my blog for such a long time.

and oh, i can't help to notice how predictable my prologue always is. bleh. Look at all of my post, most of them starts with "sorry for neglecting you" or "I'm back for my commitment" or "to show i'm lame, here i am", eeeeekkk. Bad sign i know i know. Though, I really dunno how to start a post without these lame lame prologues... #fail

Anyway. How are you?
These past weeks, things happened. Good and bad. But those days are gone. I've learned to accept and move on. Heh I actually thinks I've grown up a lot these few days. In fact people do compliments me on that haha. anyewey.
I'm leaving Penang tomorrow. And I'm (looking around, wuhdafuq) not ready yet. I have a lot more things to do, eg. wearing that contact lens. Agaaain! *yawns, i never got over this small pebble until this moment huhuhu... But the point is, (arrow points)

I don't wanna go :( I want to stay :(






Life, is about hello and goodbyes. What matters is how you make them last. Just a temporary hello to goodbye you know :) ILY Penang. I'll be back.
Time to break some necks in Miri, whatever that means.

and damn that LAME epilogue! grrr.

Human.

Fragile creatures. 

Accidents prone; Tragedy happened.

Red. Siren. Needle. Thread. Broken.

Hell.


Beauty is all she is.

When its dark she asks herself. Desperately.

Is this just a dream? Please wake up. Please.

Is this the end?


But her look in the eyes said,

Fearless.





















 
She is just a human; we are.

And for that she is more

than extraordinary.

No tears are poured; No remorse;

No complaints nor hatred.

She owns my love, my respect.

Forever.

“…you feel a little bit lost right now about what to do with your life, a bit rudderless and oarless and aimless but that’s okay that’s alright because we’re all meant to be like that at twenty-four.”

—	David Nicholls (One Day)

The trick of it, she told herself, is to be courageous and bold and make a difference. Not change the world exactly, just the bit around you. Go out there with your double-first, your passion and your new Smith Corona electric typewriter and work hard at… something. Change lives through art maybe. Write beautifully. Cherish your friends, stay true to your principles, live passionately and fully and well. Experience new things. Love and be loved if at all possible. Eat sensibly. Stuff like that."  — Emma Morley

And oh oh oh! Thanks to the perfect casting, I got to know this sexy angel, Jim Sturgess. I know, a very new name right? I don't know him either, not before watching the movie anyway. Okay where was I, oh, ahem. I'll try to sound mature and sensible this time for this gorgeous guy sake so. He is charming and cute and devilish and nerdy and an actor! He's the perfect Dex, I mean he's exactly the same as I imagined him to be when I was reading the book. Great imagination i know i know. But err, that probably is because I saw him in the posters or somewhere from the web before hand. Probably.


“You know what I can’t understand? You have all these people telling you all the time how great you are, smart and funny and talented and all that, I mean endlessly, I’ve been telling you for years. So why don’t you believe it? Why do you think people say that stuff? Do you think it’s a conspiracy, people secretly ganging up to be nice about you?” — Dexter Mayhew


Dex and Em. Em and Dex. I will learn from your mistakes. Goodbye.

ps: geesh this teehee thing is so infectious. fyi, i got the teehee syndrome from this youtuber. here, watch one of his video(link) and you'll know ;) Ryan Higa is so err, jorkerish and sexayish and rapperish. BEEP!