i know, final is coming very soon. that's why i did hesitate for awhile when i volunteered myself in lending a hand for the Krokop's kindergarten concert. but of course i made the right decision! i mean it's mostly about time management right? bleh, anyway. talking about kindy's and childhood love and baby love and SQUEEL! chubbiness of children of 5 to 6 years old ahmigahd! It's just so magical. my heart squeezes a weeny bit as i watch them laughing innocently every time. the sweet memories of being a child, being first time on stage, being immature, being irresponsible, being protected, being ambitious, and being, well, childish ;) *giggles i'm jealous. i seriously wanna stay young forever. baby, child, teen or even young adult. i don't wanna be an adult so soon :(

Haha, sorry if my emo-ness blurred you at this moment. blame it on the song. i just feel so vulnerable today. i wish time would always stop when you're 19 and rewind back to the time when you're 4 years old, when you're papa and mama's precious child. of course i'm still treasured, it's just that, it's not the same anymore... oh ya! we're talking about...a song? so uh huh, this song from my playlist: This is My Idea from The Swan Princess (1994). do you remember this animation where the yellow hair Odette turns into a swan and sings Far Longer Than Forever when she misses Derek the Prince? Ahhhhh~ it is my fondest memory of childhood (TV-wise). i remember drawing Odette on my exercise book right after watching it and fyi, i still have that ancient doodle, until now ;) it's in Penang though, maybe i'll show you if you're lucky, maybe. confirmed disastrously beautiful ;P

 This is what i was talking about!

oh and not forgetting Anastasia and all the Disney princesses animation videos too :) these are the founding fathers (or perhaps mothers? hehe) of my passion for sketches of young ladies. ever since then, i never looked back. in school, i'll kept drawing princesses on textbooks, notebooks and any paper with space drawable. at home, i'll have a special sketchbook for doodling. even until now, i still have the habit of doodling young woman (ahem) on any space available, especially when i'm trying to stay awake or bored. And now, as i flip back to my drawings, i realized that.....

I also have the potential to be a fashion designer! Muahaha. a design engineer perhaps? just kidding. i'm stressed that's all. 7 sleepless nights in a row and i wonder why the heck am i so stressed? or even here!? 

everything is under control. 5 more days and i can't wait.