Feeling Lyrical
MunSTeR and Tales
Nonsensical
we should never grown up
11/12/2010 11:25:00 PM
in one more week, to be precise,
in 6 days 1 hours 23 minutes and 13 seconds more,
i'll be
FREE.
gaaah, can't wait already. i'm no longer motivated to study you see, after like... what, a month since my 1st paper? Just the figure makes me sick:(
but then when freedom comes,
i hope i can do something more productive this time.
productive as in;
- finish all my covered-with-dust-anime under my table
- read novels which i bought ages ago
- do something with my mess
- try new things
- get obsessed with online games (doing that right now)
- produce the craft project that i'd started half-way since i-dunno-when
- change my wardrobe (my kindy's T is still there)
- have my preplanned drama marathon, yay!
- socialize
And...
- apply for further studies thingy
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all the above is okay, except the last one.
i'm not sure i can do it perfectly, building my future...
sigh, it's so irritating and nerve-wrecking, this growing up part.
though i've delayed this for 11 months now, time still catches up.
Time to make decisions. Difficult decisions.
but once i've decided where i wanna go, it'll be like forever, you know.
and i don't like the thought of regretting it one day.
not to mention i don't really have a proper physic-related interest.
what will i be? i'm not expecting much.
to me, everything is slowly out of prediction anymore.
Where will i be in 10 years later?
i'm terrified. in this never ending cross-road.i don't wanna grow up, and just stay this simple.
Let it be.
i'm sorry this doesn't make sense.
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